Never love again

How long will it take?

My heart is down,

To breathe becomes hard,

I still thinking of you..

Don't wanna have you again,

Simply want to forget you forever..

Yesterday, I saw you,

Now, I'm watching you.

Will you ever disappear?

My life's turning around,

Trying to escape from fears,

Searching for a reason.

I need someone to be with,

But I'm scared,

It can make everything return,

And cry isn't properly what I want.

Listening to some musics

Is so hard, so impossible,

Makes me remember you,

Think of you..

Our pictures,

They're like knifes,

Putting death inside of me,

Fuck, why am I this way?

Please just go, go away,

I'm a man and men aren't like this,

I should have never loved you,

I'll never love again, love means suffering.